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{ 10:12, 2007-Dec-18 }
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Today it's raining and it's windy.
It's "horrible" weather. I've heard that a few times today. I agree, and I don't.
I have been on the verge of tears for about an hour.
I was really caught up in the daily happenings of life earlier, and then, later, they all got dissected and crashed down piece by piece.
I would really like to run away. Not to hide, no.. to be found though. I keep getting these daunting realizations that the world is unspeakably beautiful and that living this way, is not the way to realize it truly. So I was wondering- how many times do you think this? Maybe zero, maybe thousands..
I want to shed everything and just leave. Go out into the world relying on nothing more than what the world wants to give of itself, instead of what society wants to give of itself. So then I almost cry, and this has been happening a lot- I think it's just because everything else feels dirty, but it's hard to escape. The buy in, the sell out, the drive that's wholly placed on the wrong ideals and the fortunes that aren't.
I'm not sure where that leaves me.
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{ 10:38, 2007-Dec-18 } { Posted by LauriesAsylum }You know, rainy, cold weather can have a lot to do with your spirit and well-being. I tend to get sad or slightly depressed with weather like that. I cold never live in the Seattle area for sure, they say it rains all the time there. Or Englind, I could never live there.
I've often thought I was missing out on what the world has to offer. That feeling gets worse the older I get, because I see my time to be able to change that getting lost.
If I'm cooped up in the house, or my town for an extended amount of time, it really gets to me. You are right, the world is so beautiful and there is so much to see, why do I have to miss out on it?
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{ 11:20, 2007-Dec-19 } { Posted by Anonymous }I agree with Laurie. There is a lot of seasonal disorder going around this time of year. It must be hard for a person from sunny Arizona. Washington is beautiful, though. And you are experiencing life, not missing out on it. Even if what you are experiencing is the cold cruel world of adulthood, it will nevertheless teach you to appreciate how important the simple and pure life should be.
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{ 11:25, 2007-Dec-19 } { Posted by LauriesAsylum }Great answer, you said it much better than I.
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